Senin, 21 Agustus 2017






1. I'm hating my last name

2. I don't like K-pop

3. I'm fat and I hate my body

4. Sometimes I hate everything and everyone

5. I hate for being a haters of myself.

6. My childhood wasn't really happy.

7. I don't wanna have a flame of desire

8. I have a mental illness

9. I'm fighting for this mental illness

10. I'm afraid I'm going to commit suicide

11. Even my family or friends don't know about this.

12. Sometimes I'm too tired fighting.

13. I need friends to talk to, but they're too busy

14. I never know how it feels like to be loved by someone

15. Too often hatting myself

16. I love my mother and brother. I pray to Allah to take me first, not them. I always pray.

17. I feel like shit and useless.

18. I grow up in a bad circumtance.

19. No one really knows about me. No one. what am I really like, no one knows.

20. I'm angry at my father.

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