WRONG

difficult to love my own self. 

angry everytime I look in the mirror.

don't want to see this face. 

cause I see no point in there. 

I'm afraid to have a hope. 

it'll set myself high. 

my head will be covered with clouds.

and the ground is out of my sight. 

I didn't realize how high I was. 
keep flying, forgetting about what's below. 
till I finally hit the ground hard. 
Hurt and I got nothing to blame. 

hard not to angry with myself. 
all the hate inside of me. 
I'm drowning in a lake of hatred.
I swim, try to reach the surface.

I will die, 
if I'm not going up surface. 
I can't make it, 
if I'm not swimming faster. 

I'm not okay. 
till I find peace in me. 
I won't be okay, 
until I forgive myself.

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BUILT MY WALL

 

I've built my wall high.
Hope that you don't come through.
The heart was soft now's hard.
Hard enough you can't break it.

To be loved is beautiful.
Everyone wants to be loved.
What if you got one sided love?
Is love still beautiful?

To be in love makes you happy.
There is a time you'll fall out love.
It'll make you think.
Love isn't always beautiful.

There'll be a time you'd realise.
Love isn't all you need.
You're grateful for wall you've built.
To prevent sadness caused by love.

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