WRONG

difficult to love my own self. 

angry everytime I look in the mirror.

don't want to see this face. 

cause I see no point in there. 

I'm afraid to have a hope. 

it'll set myself high. 

my head will be covered with clouds.

and the ground is out of my sight. 

I didn't realize how high I was. 
keep flying, forgetting about what's below. 
till I finally hit the ground hard. 
Hurt and I got nothing to blame. 

hard not to angry with myself. 
all the hate inside of me. 
I'm drowning in a lake of hatred.
I swim, try to reach the surface.

I will die, 
if I'm not going up surface. 
I can't make it, 
if I'm not swimming faster. 

I'm not okay. 
till I find peace in me. 
I won't be okay, 
until I forgive myself.