Pain all over body. Faking a smile to hide it. So sting I hardly get up. Hard grip on knees to help me up. Limp walking like zombies. Try to hold back the pain. Dot sweats covered the temple. Feet are rigid, flinched at every step. He asked me "you're okay?" I waved him off, keep walking. Feels like bones are clacking. Laying down is all I wanted. I arched my back. Pain strives down my spine. Groans keep coming from my mouth. Where's my medicine? I'm on my hands and knees. Struggling to stand up. Legs are shaking, hands are trembling. Do I even have medicine? I fall back laying flat. Adjusting my spine. I feel so heavy. He asked me again "you're okay?"
AWAY
seven years has passed.
think I'm getting better.
guess I'm wrong.
still fragile and vulnerable.
it's too much to take.
I become hardly to breathe.
when will it over?
I wanna go away.
hurt is such an understat…Read More
INVISIBLE
been standing in front of mirror.
been staring at her reflection.
been doing anything to make perfection.
been thinking pretty enough to go.
smiling for the last time.
red lips, thick lashes, dark brows.
her perfume alw…Read More
LIMP
Pain all over body.
Faking a smile to hide it.
So sting I hardly get up.
Hard grip on knees to help me up.
Limp walking like zombies.
Try to hold back the pain.
Dot sweats covered the temple.
Feet are rigid, flinched …Read More
STILL THE SAME
I have written all of my feelings.
and there's no left to write.
cause I'm feeling the same.
Guess then I'll just write the same.
I don't know exactly what it is.
pain that I shouldn't have felt.
but I feel it over and …Read More
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