I have written all of my feelings.
and there's no left to write.
cause I'm feeling the same.
Guess then I'll just write the same.
I don't know exactly what it is.
pain that I shouldn't have felt.
but I feel it over and over.
wish I could tell you how I feel.
I mask it so you can't see.
I hide it so you won't notice.
but, do you ever see the pain shines through my eyes?
oh, never! cause I won't let you.
a simple talk,
causing a lots of laugh.
a simple glance,
causing loads of love.
only yesterday I found myself give up.
only yesterday I started to letting go.
and I forgot it today.
I forget to let you go.
never thought we could be this close.
never thought it's just the two of us.
never thought we could be alone.
to kiss you is all I wanted.
I don't plan to touch,
I don't plan to stare at your eyes.
cause I know I'd be lost.
cause I know I'd fall deeper.
finest day to start all over.
to be loved or to be in love.
beautiful day to start letting go.
but I found love when I should let go.
when we fall into the same hole.
when we're hurt by the same ground.
then we cried by the same reason.
it's when we fall in love with the same person.
when we both keep denying.
when we craved for his attention.
then he treated you and ignore me.
it's when I start to letting go.
thought I was the one.
I saw it in his eyes.
such a lite up and beaming.
it's when I fell for his lies.
when we both don't know our each secret.
it's the best way to prevent the pain.
when we're both still good friends,
I'mma let myself out of the way.
far away from reach.
imagining one day miracle happen.
you're my miracle.
and I hardly reach you.
feels like reaching for the stars.
you're the beauty of the night.
feels like chasing the sun.
you're the light of the world.
feels like wind blows.
you make the air chill.
feels like the sun sets on the horizon.
you make the end of the day beautiful.
you're too far, too beautiful.
and I'm all your opposite.
you're my impossible.
could I ever reach you?
14.02.00
