seven years has passed. think I'm getting better. guess I'm wrong. still fragile and vulnerable. it's too much to take. I become hardly to breathe. when will it over? I wanna go away. hurt is such an understatment. it's no more wound. already numb. couldn't feel anything more. sometimes I want to give up. but God haven't let me yet. just not this time, one day. sometimes I'm afraid of going away. I'm not afraid, of what I'll leave behind. I'm just afraid, what am I going to say to God for giving up.
STILL THE SAME
I have written all of my feelings.
and there's no left to write.
cause I'm feeling the same.
Guess then I'll just write the same.
I don't know exactly what it is.
pain that I shouldn't have felt.
but I feel it over and …Read More
AWAY
seven years has passed.
think I'm getting better.
guess I'm wrong.
still fragile and vulnerable.
it's too much to take.
I become hardly to breathe.
when will it over?
I wanna go away.
hurt is such an understat…Read More
INVISIBLE
been standing in front of mirror.
been staring at her reflection.
been doing anything to make perfection.
been thinking pretty enough to go.
smiling for the last time.
red lips, thick lashes, dark brows.
her perfume alw…Read More
LIMP
Pain all over body.
Faking a smile to hide it.
So sting I hardly get up.
Hard grip on knees to help me up.
Limp walking like zombies.
Try to hold back the pain.
Dot sweats covered the temple.
Feet are rigid, flinched …Read More
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