SORE

been feeling the same over again.
thought you'd care.
thought you'd give a damn about me.
thought I was mean something.

same old pain but different day.
guess I'm very good at hiding things.
I hide all of these feelings.
clearly I didn't mean something to you.

I feel more insecure.
I'm getting scare of having a hope.
I'm crying, but my eyes aren't wet.
my lung screams for help.

I never understand any of this.
sure thing is, it's hurt.
I blamed it all to myself.
for being a loser since day one.

been praying every day for a better.
been struggling to leave the pain.
been hiding too long in time.
been waiting for this pain to finally stop.